STARS ARE FOR HEAVEN (part 1)

...beep,, it was Sunday morning, i woke up cus someone texted me

“well pass by there later lets drink at my place”-alfie       

Ow.. im so drunk last night and im still cant get the hang of it, headache! But i don’t have choice cus they will pick me up..i need to fix myself sooner or later they’ll be here, before i stand up,need to check my fb account to check what’s new,POPS! There’s a message.hmmm  

“here’s my no. Sorry it takes a week for me to give my no. Its just im not comfortable giving it and were not close..hmm.. but just don’t tell anyone that i gave my no. To you..”----lee

To my surprised on that message .. i think i almost forgot  everything ..LEE is my ultimate crush 7 months ago,i first saw her infront of our building smoking,and then at that moment  she captured my attention well its like once in  a blue moon for me to like someone,though im not that good looking really, just an ordinary face with a fare complexion  but  i have an attitude that im not fond of minding people around me neither looking at them,.but Lee really was so irresistible she’s a little chubby with a bubbly face that make her so cute and her smile and the best part of her is her lips its like always inviting you to kiss her.haaaaaayl.., but at that moment of time i don’t know anything about her, her name what floor is she working and, well it doesn’t matter  to me, she just captured my attention and also im in a relationship at that time for me to fall in love with that angelic face.

.hmm.. i just whisper to myself “now i have a star to look forward everyday..shes my crush from now on..”..

..and by reminiscing at that morning, my phone beeps again, it was alfie again telling that they are about to start the drinking session.alfie’s like a brother to me so for him i don’t have the right to refuse in everytime he wants me to go to his place well its just near on our place though so its ok and i don’t have work at that time thats time so its ok...wow its so early its like 10am in the morning,well thats callcenter life,drinking in he morning and working at night, i took a bath fix myself, i close my laptop after getting the no. Of Lee and went out ..

Alfies house-----                              

“hi this is shin.. you still remember me?! Friend of vins..the one who asked for your no...anyway goodmorning”----message sent!

Hours and hours have passed no response to the message that i sent..hmm maybe shes just busy, or she still sleeping, im already drunk,well im the type of person that went it comes to achohol  a little of it will make me tipsy ,but i know how to control  it..:).then suddenly..                     

BEEPS!!! 

             

I grasp my phone and immediately look at it..

“sory for the late reply..just woke up.yeajh i remember you,goodmorning also”—lee 

..thers something wrong with my stomach its like theres something on it when i read the message even its simple  it made me smile and remove all the alcohol that i drunk..whew! 

‘’ really?! I thought you’re ignoring my text, go take your breakfast...”SENT

“okey..tnx, u also..”—lee

“im done..were drinking here at alfies place..with bunch of friends..eat a lot ---SENT  

..lee knew the people that im with right now cus she came from my previous account before, and shes already tenured on the company, shes just transferd to another account shes there for almost  years..hmm,,i cant talk to anybody cus she said that don’t mention to anyone that were texting, so the feeling of happiness occupied my whole body and don’t know how can i burst it....

“ah okey ..text you later need to go to the church..tc.”---LEE     

.. short message from her was enough to complete my day..i realy want to share it but to whom?..there you go..ACHY saw me smiling at the corner,

‘ hey why are you smiling at your self? At you drunk?or are you crazy??  She asked me while shes showing a grin laugh..  

Achy was one of my close friend and the most trusted one.. so it doesnt matter if i told her that Lee is texting me already..

“you know lee right? She gave her no. To me this morning,,and she texted me now, thats why im happy” i whispered to Achy..

“really? Is she and jin already broke up? I thought theyre just not in good terms right now?Achy asked

“don’t know.. all i know is they are through already thats what vins said to me,”-i answered 

..to give you a brief history..for the past 7 months  i always seeing lee in front of the building smoking,chatting with friends, and thats all i know about her,, no clue whats her account and even her name i really don’t know..a nd i don’t mind knowing it, but after me and jamu broke up a month later im starting to research about her then i found out her name,,LEE HAE she in a relationship with JIN MOI they been tgether for 3 years but also i found out that they broke up already a month ago. Cus of too many reasons..JIN MOI is one of the supervisor in our company and Lee is one of the agents like me..hmm..its all vins whos telling the story about them lee and Jin,Vins knew all this because for the past 3 years as well Vins secretly  loves  Jin and he keeps on stalking errrr following whats happening to Jins life..every details about Lee and Jin vins telling it to me, he said he wants me to build up with Lee so that if Lee will fall to me then Jins might fall for him also..”okey’ but Lee is only a crush for me or should i say a star thats so unreachable..

“hey shin just take care we don’t know her u might get hurt again.just be careful okey?!-achy told me

“yeah don’t worry achy.. its just im happy that my crush texted me..its just an inspiration, and hence im also single and sad about what happened to me and to Jamu..so i need something to divert my attention..”

..jamu was my previous gf..weve been together for more than a year but suddenly she broke up with me..cus she said im too tight to her, she needs space and she needs time to get hang to her friends w/o me arguing with her..i guess shes selfish  but i don’t have a choice she made a decision already .. so now im tryng to move on..well now im fine.. 

“ just be careful to Lee..shes famous and also her Jin.”-achy claimed

“yeah yeah..” and we both laugh..

;.......to be continued..