stars are for heaven (part II)

.. Sunday night..

Im dunk ..i got home like 6pm...hmmm there’s a text coming from Lee... 

             

“ hey..just got home from the church..hmm..how are you?!---LEE

And so i replied as fast as i could..

“fine..a little drunk but tolerated.. did you eat your dinner?” ---sent

And the conversation stops, when she said she’s going to take a rest and eat her dinner..well ireally don’t know what to say to her..its like my brain’s not processing ‘oh Einstein help me.. if you just build an equation or formula how to control the heart not to fall inlove...well definitely lots of people will buy that no matter how much its cost..

That night was really different night, i have an odd feeling i don’t know, its like my heart and my head are arguing with each other..and suddenly..uhohhhhh.. am i inlove?!that fast??yeeeeeeeeeeeehh i don’t like it...while im questioning myself i suddenly fall asleep..

Monday morning..

“goodmorning..have a niceday takecare”----sent

Of course thats the first thing that i do..text her..now i came up to a realization that im falling for her..you know love at first sight??before im not believing on this quote,maybe im just so preoccupied with my feelings to Jamu when i first saw her, but know were through and saw Lee again..i can say that i love her since before..crazy right??

“you woke up early?!take your breakfast..”—lee

That message made my day..well i have a shift later and so with her..im so excited to see her, cant help  it..time passes by, and then there you go.. im in front of the building wishing and praying that she’s there..but that whole night she didn’t pop out..well i understand our schedule was different..

“lee..wer you at?im about to go home..hope i can see you”—sent

“err r im here at my station im done with my break im sorry..”---Lee

“its ok..theres a lot of nextime..can i call you on your last break?---sent

“sure..no problem i’ll text you if its my break already  take care when you go home..  –Lee

...whoa she’s showing concern already..weee..there you go i went home happy even though i didn’t saw her..

“its my break”----Lee

Ring ring...

“hi its me..shin..(with so nervous and stuttering voice)..  did you eat ?

“na.. im just smoking right now, im on a diet”

“okey..you don’t have to diet, youre cute and attractive already..

“ youre kidding im so fat i have target weight”

..well Lee t tell you honestly she’s kinda fat.. but shes really gorgeous and she knows how to carry her self ..and that makes her 100% attractive..

“ no im not kidding.. youre good..you don have to punish yourself not eating..and then i laugh”

“can you put down the phone??i will be the one to call you,, im using line and youre using prepaid hat will cost you a lot..i’ll call you back..”

Im touched on that..shes the one who will call me.yeeeehhhh.well, thats good for me,cus at the first place i don’t have money anymore  to top up on my mobile..im not rich, im just an ordinary girl, simple,cowgirl type, i really hate hanging out with people whos too classy, not because of them being rich, but i don’t  like there trippings..cafe?shopping?resto?bar?party?..naahhhh.. i rather stay on my place..sleep or listening to music...

RING RING..

“hey..Lee..tnx for calling..’

“ no problem im unlimited,remember i have a plan..”

‘yah..sorry im just a poor girl..hahaha”

“wenk..you crazy..its okey,don’t have someone to talk also..good thing youre there..”

“really?uhmmm..from now on i will always be there for you..”

‘thanks for that..hey my break is over..i’ll call you again later if youre still up..tnx..gugnyt”

“gudnyt’”

..then she hanged the phone.. hmmm she said she’ll call me? Is that for real? And if im still awake.. well if shes  the one who will call of course i can wake up anytime..whew..

4am...

5am...

6am..

Ring ring..

..theres someone calling me.. i hope this is Lee, and by surprise...

LEE:

“hey still up?im out already.. im going to sleep here at the sleeping quarters..but i will eat first..haha’

“yah..(with sleepy voice) i just woke up when i heard my cp is ringing..”

“im sorry did i wake u up??”

“no its okey..dont worry..anything for you..” what are you going to eat? I taught youre on a diet mode(chuckles)..:)

“youre so mean, u let me remember  that im on a diet!hmmp..well its just biscuits and pineapple juice..beh!”

..and the converstation runs like that.. i keep on teasing him, because i want to hide my feelings..:)

Atleast by teasing her also im making her happy and at ease with me..

Then suddenly she ask something..that i really don’t know where  in the world or even in the outer space i can get the answer..whoooaaaaaaaa..

“hey shin??at first place? Why did you get my no.???

Whooo..its like i want to end the call and pretend that my phone got battery empty..well i want to tell her loudly..hey!are you stupid or what?? Of course i want to know your no. Cus  I LIKE YOU!!but i don’t have that brave heart to tell that to her..

“ uhmmm.. nothing.. i just want to get it so that we can be friends..”

(duh? What did i say? Friends.. i want more than friends..but of course i need to start by making her as a friend..)

“hahaha..im don’t believe on you..u like me right?!”

I was shocked again..will i answer her yes?or just don’t answer it anymore??

                                

And there you go.. em not a lier.. and i don’t know how to lie..

‘’yeah kinda..i like you’’ me heart is pumping so fast.. im stuttering really..and im just waiting for her response..

‘’i knew before you don’t have to hide it.. its ok..no problem about that j,ust want you to tell it..errrr..hahaha’’thankyou..’’ she said

‘’Tnx for what?’’you know your funny.. you knew it already, then you keep on asking about it..its jahe !! im too shy’’ i replied with a grin laugh..

Then we both laugh..:))

To be continued...