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aym at da payphone.full of shit!

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you

sobrang badtrip ko ngayon.. dahil na cut ang line ko, i feel like im at a payphone right now, dahil nakikitawag ako sa kaofismate ko to contact my mom,kasalan ko naman ang tamad ko kasi pumila para magbayad ng bills.nakakatawa lang kasi pag para sayo, handa akong magmall para mamili ng kahit ano and magspent even a thousand just to make you smile. pati oras ko nauubos sayo..


Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?


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wala kong paki sa time natin before and i dont wanna ask what went wrong, and our plans?? i dont even care aswell.. napipikon na nga ko sayo.. kanina when i woke up you asked me na samahan ka sa EO to have a replacement for your eyeglasses.. since same way naman yun papunta sa ofis at magbabayad din ako ng plan..so minadali mo kong magbihis at pumasok ng maaga..sabi ko sayo magbabayad ako ng line after nating magpunta sa eo..u said yes.. unfortunately nung nasa eo tayo you let me pay the eyeglasses.. ok lang naman. walang kaso yun like my motto..pera lang yan.. natuwa pa nga ko kasi sinipag ka nang magpagawa ng bagong eyeglasses..


Yeah, i, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.


napansin ko puro ako nalang..punyeta!! ang tagal tagal kitang hinintay matapos sa EO, then nung binigay na yung claim slip after an hour, i asked you again na pumunta na sa SUN to pay my bills.. sabi mo kumain muna tayo.. okey fine. then we eat.. akala ko ittreat mo ko or kkb man lang sa food.. but wala kang nilabas ni piso, so okey lang ulit.. pera lang naman yan..after we ate sinabi ko na samahan mo na ko at magbabayad ako, nakarating tayo sa shop, nung nakita mong mahaba ang pila, umatras ka. and you told me that pay that tomorrow kasi ayaw mong pumila ng mahaba! (pede isa lang??!) tang ina ka lang!!.. sa eo isang oras akong nakatunganga para hintayin ka, but you didnt heard anything from me.tapos yan sasabihin mo?!!
naramdaman ko that moment of time wala kang paki sakin!


You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down


nkakasawa ka. nakakapikon. nkakapagod!!!punyeta!!!(with feelings yan!!)


I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise


nakaupo ako ngayon dito sa work station ko.cut ang line!!!!!naisip ko lahat ng katangahan ko sayo.. you really wasted my nights! ngayon ang ending ako pa ang nasasaktan..kasi hanggang ngayon ako parin ang nagttreasure ng lahat..pasalamat ka mahal kita.pakshet ka!!!


You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

ala na talaga ko paki sayo.. isang kang malaking SHIT!!! well now im really not fine, all of the shit that youve done to me?? tingin mo magiging fine ako ngayon?? but its okey if you dont care!!pota ka!



If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
One more fucking love song, I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone

di na ko naniniwala sa happy ever after. thats a big shit!!!now im at the payphone.. ang ending di ako nakabayad ng line ko.. dahil kakapasama mo malapit na kong malate at take note nagpasama kapa sa bench dahil bibili ka ng polo buti nalang walang kasya sayo!!.. so nawalan ako ng time for my own errands!pumasok nalang ako.


now im at the payphone..


pasensya napuro kabitteran ang post na to. nakakainis lang kasi tumulong, oo alam ko na choice ko naman sya tulungan, pero binigay ko na nga ang kanan gusto mo pang kunin pati kaliwa? ano lahat na? gusto mo ikaw lang lagi nagbebenefit??im not asking for anything just be fair,or just respect me as a person. di porke mabait ako sayo aabusuhin mo. mas mabuti pang di nalang tayo naguusap.kesa ganito..

shit ka!!user!


ps: pasenxa na, im not like this gusto ko lang ilabas dito nararamdaman ko. nakakapikon na kasi. nakakapikon yung sarili ko din, kasi di ko masabi sakanya to ng harapan.

ang masakit pa nito. di man lang nagtext kung nakuha na nya yung salamin or kung nakauwi na sya at di man lang nagpasalamat.youre welcome huh!!!!!!








Comments

  1. haaay naku chenee.. ayaw kasi magtanda hmp!

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  2. Talagang naririnig ko pa ang background music while reading here hehe...andami niyang excuses...beautiful girls like you should not be treated that way...SMILE! :)

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  3. i love the payphone song...live life to the fullest and don't be affected by negative vibes...:)


    xx!

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  4. anu ba yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nabbwisit din acu! kasi naman! hay naku! wala pa din ba yung lesson learn bex????!!!!!!!

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  5. sarap mo iuntog s kesame ng walang humpay ng mabasag yang helmet mo!

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